超累的一天 ..

从昨晚就没有睡过觉 ..
一直到今天一大早就准备到 Kuala Selangor @ Tunas Harapan 孤儿院 ..
当然 ..
不是参观 .. 而是做义工 ..
不是打打扫扫 .. 而是陪那班孤儿们一起玩游戏 ..
和他们一块乐在其中 .. 蛮开心的 ..

之后, 和 Sam Sam 还有顺育的兄弟姐妹们一起享用海鲜午餐 ..
此时我的身体非常的不听话 ..
感觉非常的不舒服 .. 也吃不下任何的东西 ..
非常的辛苦 ..
同时也非常非常的累 ..

等他们享用完午餐后 .. 跟了 Sam Sam 的 Citra 回到了甲洞 ..
果然是回到甲洞舒服 .. 虽然身体很累,也很辛苦 ..
但回到来后感觉好多了 ..
陪裕豪他们喝完茶后才能回到家 ..
然后即刻通电话给 BiBii ..
生病了真的很想你能留在我身边照顾我 =x
至少也来看看我的猫样 ..
怎样才能懂我在你的心中的地位呢 ?
会和我一样对你有特别的地位与权利吗 ？

闷闷的 ..

最近好像都很流行用华语来打部落格哦 ..
我也来玩玩吧 =D

其实, 最近都很不快乐 ..
想起一些不该想的事情就觉得很内疚, 很无能 ..
你要的东西我又给不到你 ..
可是我偏偏就是喜欢你 ..
从没遇过酱子的女孩 ..
让我感觉好好的 ..

好几次都差点就放弃了你 ..
因为我从来都觉得有点称不上你 ..
是吧 ?

很想很想你可以得到你的幸福 ..
可是我更希望能给你幸福的那位会是我 =x
在你的面前我永远都是弱者 ..
都没有比你之前任何的男友来得好 ..

努力吧 家宝..
就算自己的努力终究幻灭了 ..
也要因为自己曾经的努力而感到高兴 ..
芬, 喜欢你让我改变我面对人生的态度 ..
就算不能此时此刻拥有你 ..
就算最后不能达到我要得结果 .
我也会坚持努力 ..

我相信我在这方面上的固执 ..
我们一起学，一起成长吧 =)

the truth.

at last...

At last. 22/10 2.36am,
you left my life.
feels kinda happy.
and of course sad while the moment i read your message.
its time to work harder ..
even harder..

maybe you're right.
im not suit for you.
and maybe you're still not the one im looking for.
hopefully you'll take care yourself all the time.

its been a while im not typing in this blog.
and..
Wen.
sorry that i couldn't accept you.
feel sorry to you.
i dont want you to get hurt from me anymore.
i dont really wants a relation at the moment.
you should know it.

okay thats enough for today.
time to get back to work.
no time to lose =D

Finally ..

Finally i found ways to earn more money ..
i wanna be a succesful man ..
My future is the only thing i care ..
no matter how much i have to pay for it ..
i will give up anything to accomplish my target ..

--> Over 10k income a month before 23 years old xDDD

i know it will be hard but i will fight for it =D

hmm .. ?

izzit a right time to do this decision .. ?
izzit some mistakes with my way to treat someone .. ?
But then im telling the truth ..
No One can stand in my way and trying to stop me from trying to hit my Target ..

since few years before ..
im a boy with good imaginations and good in planing my future ..
but then i've never do anything to complete my desires / my dreams ..

till now ..
im going to start my own business ..
i have a lot of efforts on it and i will never give up ..
always telling myself - 有舍必有得 , im going to give up anything to
implement my target and my dreams ..
No one can stop me .. ROARRR !
i hope you're beside and support me and not scoff at me ..

im Back.. So much to Share =)

its been a long time i didn't type on this blog.
caused of the works and my mouse was spoilt.
i got a brand new mouse and now im back to Dota and some online games.
and of course my little bloggy xDDD

Quite lot of things to share actually.
about Me & my brother.. -yuhao.
We argued, maybe still he angry at me.
that day i was a little bit drunk, fought with ppl.
he came to stop me but get fucked by me.
Sorry Hao.. i dont meant to shout at you. Forgive me pls =)

the 2nd thing i wanna share..
i found out that ..
Dota - Defence of the Ancients . Caused a lot of fights and arguments between friends.
people are too much tension for the Winning or Losing.
people usually take the blames on their team mates while losing the game.
i have a group of friends, two of them argued because of a game. nearly to a fight.
i went to stop, luckily they stoped and listened to me.
Actually Dota is a fun game, used to entertain players.
Team work is most important for a Group and -
Gentle Attitude is most important for a player.
have you ever heard - Lose a Game But not Lose your attitude.
Win a game with Proud but not Pride.
A little Gentle Attitude May cause you Gain Respect from the others.
Peace =)
Friends - Don't fight for a game. Nothing is Happier than to team up with friends and play a game together.
Peace Again =)

3rd ..
i have changed my hairstyle.
rebonded my sideband by Alex from Bianco - a stylist.
Set my hairstyle and my haircut. quite nice.
and i'm satisfied with it =D

4th ,
going to have my vacations.
actually i requested it =)
because of an old best friend is coming back from England.
Yep, shes a girl and shes my... 1st love..
she finished her study in England and now shes coming back to Malaysia and decided to live here for her entire life time.
i believe we have a lot of things to talk to each other since we have a long term seperation xDDD

i have went through happiness, sadness and very regrettable moment for the recent days ..
but still i'm happy with the Embellishment for my Life ..
=) . =) . =)
Peace Peace Peace